//Poetry Part 2

//Sprung Like Apples

A smile grew upon your face
Started sprouting and flew away
Seeds of smiles flung everywhere
They never even begun to know, who'd care

as laughter sprung everywhere
danced and pranced around inside.
leaving no darkness to hide.
Only a smile, and laughter filled the air.

showed such a internal glow,
it illuminated the being
all because two people
selfless maybe, decided to show

life without that seed,
is hard to live,
you must begin to plant
it whenever you can.

humanity can't survive
without that first step
go and spout a smile
onto anyone who may look

You'd never guess
how much happiness
that may grow and seed,
from that simple look

//Isn't Good

He's on the couch
just an inch away
how can i keep
myself from leap-
ing into his arms

hes in the next room
barely notices my smile
thinks im just okay
though i think hes crazy
please i want to shout it

but i feel their is no time
everything that has gone wrong,
is gone wrong, and im fine.
im aware the right has left, long ago
and I feel he will never be mine.

So i'll sit and wait
for never to go away
and eternity to watch my
slowly decaying life fall away

then i'll look at this
laters on with a new love
thinking how crazy I have been
to once want, what isn't right for me

//Paintings

Powerless to stop such energy
Animated expressions of
Internal self, springing forth
Neatly painted pictures.
Tryin got explore others views
Interesting ideas, dangling out in front of me
Nude, for all to see, my ideas, almost inner hopes,
Goals and dreams,  as if
Someones making them and I, more than I could ever be

//Closing In

four walls around, the room in closing in
pins and needles, gently taken over my skin,
im watching ahead, im counting my beats,
im waiting for this feeling, to leave.
Beat
  BEAT
     BEAT!!!!
           BEAT!!!!!!!!!!
I swear its shouting at me.
GET OUT! GET OUT NOW.
and if I dont get out.
It will jump out of my mouth.
Thats when the tears start
They start to
Drip
   Drip
     DRIP
        DROWN me.
i try to resist. but they call around me.
Soon the walls suffocate me.
I cannot breathe, like im gasping
Somethings caught in my throat.
Am i stupid, can air cause someone to choke
Choke
   CHOKE
        CHOKE!!!
         CHOKING me!!!!!!!
Until i swear I here your voice,
Four walls crumble, as you reach for me.
Hold me by the hand, and pull me out.
my hands are still shaking, yours are so still
you sit in silent understanding.
as I fumble for words just to say thank-you

//The Blame

My heart is ripped in two,
No one can meand the cut,
the jealousy is not out of you,
what you accused, is nothing i have done
wish this stubborness away
this lie you brang, is no fun
never gonna be okay, unless
you drop this masquerade
i did not cheat, i did not lie
but what you say, makes me cry
the tears the tears are sitinging pain
like little knives, cutting through,
and i put the blame
on your mouth, cuz its running
my tears right to the ground.